GOD, I WANT TO DIE
I’ve caught feelings for my best friend; who is still in contact with my ex.
Tonight was the worst. We were cuddling and sensually but innocently running our fingers anywhere we could.
Then he gets a call. From A. Next thing I know he’s leaving to go hang with them.
They’re all sitting around having a hoot while I’m here thinking of ways to kill myself.
I fucking hate myself and everything I do.